|i scratch at the wall..
||[Dec. 18th, 2004|12:26 am]
just call me SER. im 16, and i have a lot of problems. but for right now its just my boyfriend.
i met him almost 2 years ago at school. i saw him and because he was a freshman and i was a sophmore, i bugged him, to make him hate me. we eneded up liking each other and started dating. a month later, i felt he was clingy, and i left him. he started going out with my best friend emmy, and i didnt care. i met someone else.. blah blah.. we broke up, and emmy and him broke up. i started talking to him again (his name is mike). so mike and i go out again, this time i break up with him because he is too childish, never took anything serious. surprisingly we go out again, people convinced me that we should be together, that he was ment for me. so we are going out for about 6 months straight now. everything was ok. then he got depressed one day and cut himself. now, ive been through at least 5 relationships like this, with the cutting, and i cant take it anymore. so i made him promise me he wouldnt. then a couple days ago, he did it again. i started thinking about me feelings towards this, and then other things popped into my heaad. he loves to get all the money he has and spend it on anything like.. games or food for other people. then complains he has nothing. he has a million girl friends that all happen to like him, and one is like in love with him. instead of walking me to class, he runs to the opposite direction and walks with some other girl... there is so much.. but mostly its the cutting thing... what do i do!?!?!? someone please help me.